I developed a slight phobia to eating alone in public during my first few weeks of college. I had a somewhat difficult transition that first month or so, despite going there with a boyfriend. I didn’t anticipate how much I’d miss my family and struggle being open with new people.
Anyway, at some point I ventured to the cafeteria to eat– by myself. It was the worst decision I could make. I immediately felt isolated and alone. I saw groups of friends chatting and laughing and I was there alone. I felt like everyone was looking at me and wondering why I was alone, they weren’t of course. Anyway, after that experience, I never ate in the cafeteria alone again or anywhere else really.
I said all that to say that as I sat in a restaurant this morning, sipping a delicious mimosa, I realized I was actually enjoying myself. Thankfully I’ve come a long way since my freshman year of college and can enjoy eating alone in a public place. Who knows, maybe I’ll become a pro at it.
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